Sunday, June 12, 2011

Fed up

So here it goes... I'm so fricken tired of the bullshit when it comes to people who can't be honest, can't be true to themselves, and can't be worthy of friendship. You ever wake up one morning and something just rubbed you the wrong way? Mine is this.... I have two creep ass neighbors who are being defended by people who say to love the creeps. Fine, be that as it may... However, don't call on me to watch your child or grandchild when that's all I am to you... A free babysitter because the baby daddy is an idiot.
This is the thing.... One of the assholes (the first one) fessed up to being a dirty old man to me and watching me through my windows, and when I bring it up to his WIFE, she basically gave me the confirmation that his intentions were just that... CREEPY. But, what I've learned over time is this.... Once you get of a certain age and you're obviously an alcoholic, the creepiness becomes something that you accept.....? How is that possible? It's disgusting, self destructing, and over-all makes you NO better than the asshole who does the "crime". This was a few years ago that this happened.
Now between that time, my other neighbor, whom I was really close with and did a lot of different activities with (cooking, crafts, lawn, etc) had stopped talking with the creep neighbor that admitted his disgustingness. But then just recently (a couple of months ago, now) that neighbor found out that her SON is a creep ALSO! So, what have they done? They've joined powers of creepiness TOGETHER! Where does that leave me? With one neighbor that does not speak a word to me (the first, admitted, creep) and my other neighbor who only really talks to me when her son isn't around (and even that is very brief), or on the phone by calling to ask if I can watch her grandchild.
Yes, I'm still bogged out by this because truthfully, there isn't one neighbor around me that I would consider trustworthy anymore. The shitty part is, the husband to the wife that has the creep son, is a cool dude, outside of his drinking habits. I can talk to him and bullshit whenever, and he's always down to give a helping hand. He's in carpentry and construction, so he's very useful to have around, especially w/ all of our advancements that are soon to take place in this house.
Now this moves me onto another tidbit... I am so fed up w/ people who claim to be friends of yours BUT then when you hope for the best, you get nothing. Being told that you should expect something and blam, nothing is there.... You get told that you're great, but only through text messages, or this damned facebook crap. What ever happened with personal greetings? Why is it now so damn foreign to pick up the phone and say what means most? Why can't people speak through voice instead of by text, e-mail, or through someone's "WALL". Now sure, I understand there are points to which we do better to get our feelings out by blogging, and sometimes it's just faster to type what's going on in your life through facebook instead of contacting EVERYONE to inform them... However, when it's a day that's special to you, and in fact should be special to them also, why has it become so damn hard to pick up the phone and actually SPEAK to the person?
I'm becoming antisocial again due to this factor. I'm tired of anything and everything going through facebook and it's entirety! What if I didn't have facebook? Would I then, and only then, receive phone calls? Or would I still get those random texts that make the day that is special, that still lack the personality? I guess I'm truly growing up now, and have realized that those who consider you as a friend, aren't friends until it's convenient to them! To me, that's no friend at all.

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