*Grunt*

What a day... First day back, you'd think I'd be happy to see everyone again... well, that was not the case. There were some that I was happy to see, and some that I'm grateful aren't in this portion of lab, but honestly, my mind was elsewhere. I know that, and accept that, but it sucks terribly.
I struggled on the very first assignment for Miss Stout. I feel so blah over it. It's one of those things that I know how to do, but somehow or another, I was just screwing up left and right. Simple little errors... It was something I had to read and reread because there were many points that were difficult to understand. The class was louder than it should have been. People like me, take a lot of time in reading, and even Miss Stout said that this is going to be difficult for me due to needing silence when reading w/out interruptions. Hence why I always do my homework before the quarter begins, and make sure that I have ample time to go over things prior to class. Well, I'm still unable to pull up our syllabus, so that makes for a difficult task. I'll have to contact Miss Stout on this because she even said that I should read the assignment before I come into class so that it's something I feel comfortable enough with to get done even if there are distractions at hand.
This is def. going to be a tough quarter, and I expect and understand that, but be damned if I'm not ready to just get it over with so that I can come home. This time coming home it'll be more than a day and a half. I hope and pray that I'll be able to go to there for a week. It'd be so nice to have some one on one time with so many of my family and friends. P.S. I intend on having a belated birthday celebration for my 30th, so beware of that!
I'm in a funk... One of those funks that when they begin, I just want to curl into a ball and sleep for days. However, that's no choice to be made on my part, since I have class Monday through Thursday! -_-
I think once I get through this week, I'll feel better, hopefully... maybe just for the simple fact that we'll be down to 9 weeks left in the quarter. Every week for me has got to be a little better because I have to look down the road to what I have to come.
*sigh*